A true self

True self is for all of us. True self does not make a man harbor pride in him because as long as his conscience speaks what is right for him to love his neighbor, he should be able to remain kind. Sometimes there is no reason why people are not happy with the kindness from others.

Jesus said plainly (Matthew 7:3-5)

3"Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother's eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye? 4How can you say to your brother, 'Let me take the speck out of your eye,' when all the time there is a plank in your own eye? 5You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother's eye.


The context above is not merely saying a man must not judge. The context above explains that it is not good for a man to compare himself with another. Everyone has his right to be careful of influences around him but he should not compare to remain peace. Let God, the Creator judge.

There is a direct explanation about a true self desire. Suppose you carry on a responsibility like normal people, there is a song which you do not have a thought about it but it keeps playing in your heart while your soul is comforted or it helps you to remain focus on your work more without affecting your true self, as long as you can still remain comfortable and firm for hours or days with the same song your heart desires to listen, this song is from God. God's songs are always such as this. God's song should always provide a man's soul to be simple yet firm with his work.

What are other examples of God's endowment for a man besides songs without affecting his true self desire? Memories. If there is a memory that keeps playing in a man's heart until there is a time the endowment becomes clearer or more serious, shouldn't the man do something about his true self desire? Sometimes a song and a memory come together while you can still be firm with your work. Your heart is performing 3 tasks at the same time and it is not what you want but you just like it to be done.

I am sure all of us have encountered such a life and it has not made you to suffer a serious mental illness as long as these songs and memories in you are your true self desire; which helps you to stay focus like normal people

How many true self desire does a man have? My personal answer is one. If a man experiences different levels of emotions, suppose in a year he has two talents but these talents work in him according to the different state of emotions he is in, he ought to follow what his true self desire speaks. A man who is grateful of what God has given him will be patient for another level of emotion. An emotion can also be called an anointing. Sometimes different levels of emotions can affect a man's mood. Always a different level of emotions will have a different additional endowment of songs or memories. Each emotion is firm to accept a type of song that helps the man to stay focus on to be himself. However if the man has experienced different levels of emotions while remaining in his true self desire (God's purpose) but an additional endowment stays strong with him, he should start to consider what has been given to him seriously. To be grateful on what he has accepted, he must not deny the present endowment in his feelings no matter what circumstance. So stay firm with whatever level of emotion you are in (as you do not want to be bothered by other emotions) as long as you are comfortable of being yourself.

All of these emotions have no reason to come or to affect you to be moody. God does not tell you His purpose but it makes sense if you can just show how you can love others.

What do I mean by a man who has experienced different level of emotions but there is an additional endowment stays with him? For an example, a man is assigned or led by God to preach about the Good News. In the beginning, when the man be himself but in a certain level of emotion, his preaching will depend on certain people's hearts. Not all of their hearts are open because the man does not have the anointing to preach according to their emotion when they be themselves. So when they cannot accept the Good News at the moment, the man will have to tolerate a second option from them. Then God transforms the man into a different level of emotion to preach the Good News but this time it suites these certain group of people who did not accept the Good News for a time. When the man is given suppose two different emotions, a different song is sung in his heart. The only thing that does not change is God's mission for him. If the man is given a task of where his next mission will be after his present mission ends, he must obey even with different songs. He preaches to where certain people can accept the Good News, he is comfortable to remember his next mission. The next time he preaches where another certain group of people can accept the Good News, he still feels comfortable remembering his next mission. If this is the case for the man, he has no second option.

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