My life with the Lord

I know people who tell me to smoke, to drink or other ways will tell me they have a heart to pity me. They said this to save my stuidies or to save my trouble with my family. Well thank you because I am not blind and I know how important it is to live as normal as other people. However when the Lord had shown me the answer, they had to accept that if my conscience was restricted by God, I had to obey Him. Otherwise I would be accused for experimenting life. Even the Lord did not want me to speak about them because I would bring more trouble and I would be accused more. It was very unfair to know how I was accused and I had no way to plead the thorn to be removed from my flesh. When there were times I was careless to listen to God, I did not speak good but my intention was to convince them, they ran away from me. They were sensitive but I did nothing wrong. It made me wonder did God told them to go away from me or was it their decision. Did they pity me? But now I know people had certain limits in them to pity because it was God's idea for them. If they could come to God to remove me from them, I should rejoice. Sadly, I did not rejoice as great as today because my heart was not open for the Lord. It was like a temptation to tell a man that a problem that does not hurt him badly but making a retreat seem to encourage his patience more to deal with it. Because of this, I was accused by the Lord to experimenting life. I am willing to accept how I am forgiven when I do a They should never be offended when (I do not need to know) it was the Lord who wanted them to encourage me to believe to smoke or to drink. Even though I knew an answer before them, it should not tell them that I knew everything. I should be grateful because it was important to love God (aas for the benefit of being forgiven) and my neighbor. Suppose someday Jesus shows them the right way to know him, let me be wrong for what they told me that they were right to encourage me to smoke or to drink. At least when they repent, they correct my former beliefs. They can have the chance to correct me. Jesus also can be with me to believe that they change from their wicked lives. And I can rejoice to love them more.


It is good for us to seek the Lord first because if you do not open your heart to put God as the Chief Counsel and your heart is harden by the counsel of the people who told you to smoke or to drink; if someday Jesus appears to them and they change but they cannot reach you and tell you the good news when your heart is hardened, you will not be saved because you depend on them who have deceived you but they have changed. You will be happy if they come to tell you the good news when they are always humble to tell you but it is an unfortunate for you to depend on them if God's plans is not for them to come to you. Even though you feel you are tricked by them, because of your stubborn heart to rebuke the correction, you are not saved. Once you lift your blame on them, you will be accused by God for worrying about the past. Do not be doubtful to question what your heart feels is right to love the truth. Keep the questions until the right time the Lord will reveal the answer to you. Do anything right to keep you remembering them. Even though you have done anything right yet you are careless for little things, as long as you remember them, praise the Lord. Remember how you love the truth and the answers of your heart will be given. Do everything with love because it matters no more about what people have told you but it is about your present truth with the Lord. It's about how you accept the love from the Lord to love them while you can live as normal as them. I am not a superman. Nobody is a superman. All of us know we need love though we are wrong for the world. A wrong should never depress us to against the love of our hearts. If a wrong depresses us not to against the love of our hearts, it is always good. However it is better if the love of the heart can lift the love of the body as well to live as normal as other people. You just have to accept that you are as wrong as other people then you can lift both your heart and your body.

I think the Lord helps those who helps themselves. He will give you counsel when you have faith and good intentions but you need to put it into action yourself. Otherwise it's all too easy to sin, repent and diminish the hierarchy which should be in the relationship. I personally feel that I have to be God fearing in a sense...and you're right..there's no need to be ashamed. He can heal like no other ♥

8 The precepts of the LORD are right,
giving joy to the heart.
The commands of the LORD are radiant,
giving light to the eyes.


Any word that comes into your heart while you can have the joy and light to love another, do not be ashamed.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LJSOJHBZQG4


Kelly Clarkson - Breakaway

Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray

Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I'd pray
I could break away

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly.
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky.
Make a wish, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
Out of the darkness and into the sun.
But I won't forget all the ones that I love.
I'll take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jetplane
Far away
And break away

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly.
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky.
Make a wish, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
Out of the darkness and into the sun.
But I won't forget all the ones that I love.
I'll take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging with revolving doors
Maybe I don’t know where they’ll take me
Gotta keep movin on movin on
Fly away
Break away

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly.
Though it’s not easy to tell you goodbye
Take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
Out of the darkness and into the sun.
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away
Breakaway
Break away

Amen!
" Any word that comes into your heart while you can have the joy and light to love another, do not be ashamed. "
..I'm really working on that and all in good faith, I'm succeeding :-D God bless!