The harvest is plentiful, but the workers are few.

The Parable of the Wedding Banquet

1Jesus spoke to them again in parables, saying: 2"The kingdom of heaven is like a king who prepared a wedding banquet for his son. 3He sent his servants to those who had been invited to the banquet to tell them to come, but they refused to come.

4"Then he sent some more servants and said, 'Tell those who have been invited that I have prepared my dinner: My oxen and fattened cattle have been butchered, and everything is ready. Come to the wedding banquet.'

5"But they paid no attention and went off—one to his field, another to his business. 6The rest seized his servants, mistreated them and killed them. 7The king was enraged. He sent his army and destroyed those murderers and burned their city.

8"Then he said to his servants, 'The wedding banquet is ready, but those I invited did not deserve to come. 9Go to the street corners and invite to the banquet anyone you find.' 10So the servants went out into the streets and gathered all the people they could find, both good and bad, and the wedding hall was filled with guests.

11"But when the king came in to see the guests, he noticed a man there who was not wearing wedding clothes. 12'Friend,' he asked, 'how did you get in here without wedding clothes?' The man was speechless.

13"Then the king told the attendants, 'Tie him hand and foot, and throw him outside, into the darkness, where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.'

14"For many are invited, but few are chosen."

It is my responsible as a saint to take care of the direction where God is calling me. People like me who know what they are doing will be more quiet to receive many gifts from God. It somehow makes me look like a selfish. However, this is the first time people say I bring trouble to them. What do they mean?

God has led me to where people feel I give them burden. i don't know why God wants to increase a man's burden through me. Why not just continue to let me be selfish and you avoid the temptation through me? However if God continues to lead me to tempt you, who is the real trouble maker here? It is obviously God.

To please the world, I have to argue with God. How does it feel a man argues with God? When many times I did this and sinned, should I continue to do this? The argument that I had with God was NOT easy as if you can just ignore everything. I have to know what I argue because God governs all of my senses. So when God makes Himself special in me, I have to be special to deny Him. A man who is strong in faith should NOT live like a man who is weak in faith. God judges all of us the same but we still live according to His purpose in us. If a man's faith is strong for the Lord, let him be. It does NOT ruin our opportunity to simply have love with Him.

One of the reasons people cannot be grateful in life is because we have jealousy in ourselves. And when this happens, temptation will innocently be fed into the hearts of men. This temptation may force a pure in heart child to accept it. Do you want to see generations dying each day resisting God's will in them? So don't be careless.

Let me tell you more about my life with God. Suppose a man is led to a place where he must never do what he is supposed to do which brings NO love to him, if God holds him or does NOT show any sign of saving him, he must wait.

We always assume that it's best for the man to continue to sweep the dust under his bed while keeping a hidden desire hoping that God will free him someday. I did this before storing up 2 opposing desires in me but whenever I do this, God strikes me with sickness. Many times I argue NOT to get it whenever I sneeze or whenever there is a sudden strong pain in my head. So when I cannot accept the sickness, I have to harden my heart completely to destroy the hidden hope which seems to have NO love from God.

Hardening my heart has NO difference with a man who challenges himself to be active like exercising. It has NO difference just to ruin the pure love in you by the faith of your body. So how possible it is to exercise while having 2 OPPOSING desires in me? So I have to rely on God completely in whatever I do without destroying my heart. It would have been better if God strikes me with sickness when I continue to follow Him but He always wants me to stick with Him. God brings temptation to a man but that does NOT mean He is in both directions. He remains only in one direction.

Relying on God without destroying my heart in a place where people will hate me is NOT usual. When it is NOT a usual thing, it must have an unusual solution. A man whose speech does NOT come from God will never bring comfort to me.

Proverbs 20:22-30

22 Do not say, "I'll pay you back for this wrong!"
Wait for the LORD, and HE WILL DELIVER you.

23 The LORD detests differing weights,
and dishonest scales DO NOT please him.

24 A man's steps ARE DIRECTED by the LORD.
How then can anyone understand his own way?

25 It is a TRAP for a man to dedicate something rashly
and only later to consider his vows.

26 A wise king WINNOWS out the wicked;
he drives the threshing wheel over them.

27 The LAMP of the LORD searches the spirit of a man [a] ;
it searches out his INMOST being.

28 LOVE and FAITHFULNESS keep a king safe;
through love his throne is made secure.

29 The glory of young men is their strength,
gray hair the splendor of the old.

30 Blows and wounds cleanse away evil,
and beatings purge the INMOST being.

I believe God talks to each one of us. Even if we are NOT ready to tell others about Him, He talks to all of us. When His strong presence comes into a believer and trembles him, surely he knows it is God. However the man who is strong in faith will have a heart to listen to God for little matters. So the man has to listen to God all the time even if He is NOT ready to tell others about God. He has to open his heart all the time.

I don't want to blame those who are weak in faith as wrong to be poor in the spirit because they are loved by God. They don't know what they are doing comparing me with them.

Whenever God speaks to me, sometimes it makes me think that God has called me even though it is NOT true. When a simple truth is ignored, I realize how I have not explained the deeper part of my life with God. But whenever I start to think about it, God restricts me. My heart is left harden and my senses become tensed. So if I am NOT patient, I will be angry. I will start to think that God will increase my burden because NOT even a slight opportunity for me to stand up against these burden lifters and when I follow them, God comes to me and blames me. He does not help me to go and warn these people when I am completely deceived to sweep the dust under my bed. So I will be confused and wonder should I be violent by God's will in me? I am blamed for being passive in His will. And it looks those who are weak in faith should NEVER be exposed to know how a stronger faith lives to know God personally. Will it be a temptation for the weaker faith to make a drastic change if I tell them this? People who do NOT like what they do but they still have options in life (by circumstances) when God's presence is NOT very strong in them, they still can live in blindness because God's mercy is there. But people who are strong in faith won't have the same fate as them.

If God's presence is NOT very strong in you, live according to His will in you. I don't want to restrict you when you care about a stranger but consider your limits for him first before you show your care. If there is any wrong in me and God touches you to come with suggestions, then do it only for my complete understanding. When you do for my complete understanding, you may NOT be satisfied because you are restricted, but as long as there is love from God in you, I will always be your friend. I know God calls me to submit to many who are weaker than me but it is a SIN for the weak to encourage people NOT to listen to God silently. It is a selfish will.

Before the appointed time came for David to be chosen as king, the Lord spoke to Samuel (1 Samuel 16:7)

7 But the LORD said to Samuel, "Do not consider his appearance or his height, for I have rejected him. The LORD does not look at the things man looks at. Man looks at the outward appearance, but the LORD looks at the heart."

The Lord looks at David's heart. What did David do with his heart when he was young as a shepherd? There is surely something that he did before the Lord called him. Even if it was known by God before he was born that David would replace Saul, would David be prepared by God as someone who is weak to listen to God?

Before a man is appointed by God to be used in a mission field (whatever he is later), surely God will set a preparation for him. If the preparation does NOT go according to God's will,will God set the man apart to be used for the world? No.

Even preparing the man requires listening and obedience. So listening to where the love of a man's heart goes has NO restriction even when the man is born.

Did the knowledge of the world prepare David to be appointed as king? Did the knowledge of the world make David obeyed God in his heart? God prepared David as a shepherd because David obeyed Him alone. Obeying God in all the ways of his work (even when he was NOT a shepherd) prepares him a king.

So God's love does NOT come by a man's experience and it is free even to prepare a man's mission for God.

When God speaks to a man the truth about another man behind the other man but the man brings temptation to the other man because he is NOT happy that God rebukes his offering and accepts the other man's offering, the other man must resist the temptation. If the other man comes and pleases the man who brings temptation to him, he will be in God's trap.

Who is like Cain, the man who brought temptation to his brother to go into the field but realizing God's love was not with him until he murdered his brother? When a man is happy that God comes to talk to him but by his weak fatih, he mistreats the other to satisfy his jealousy, he is NOT grateful of God's love. Why such a manner exists?

The reason why God comes to the man because He wants the man to follow Him. Appearing to the man shows the man does NOT know the reason of his offering being rebuked. What right does it have to follow the ways of his brother but stopping him to come to God? When the man has come to seek God's way, if any God's word is NOT given to the man but the man forces himself to have the authority, he is WRONG no matter what position he holds. Abel is younger than Cain and submitting to God means submitting to his older brother too. So what is there to be jealous of a man who has done right to submit himself to the world?

I have committed sin many times before when I walked with God. I walked with God but I argued with God. Isn't my self confidence made me argue with God? If I don't argue with God but I murder the man who brings temptation to me, of course I am committing sin. So when the other man remains himself completely with God, he has to bear TWO troubles; worse than the man who brings temptations to him. The man who brings temptations to the other is NOT patient of his own heart. Even if the other man falls into his trap, does that change him? Even when God still talks to him, that does NOT indicate he is perfect. When he is NOT firm with his patience, he will commit another sin, hides it and brings others down. Is it meaningful to have two people falling? To bring glory to God, two people is still better than one despite different levels of the spirit. So I cannot force you to come to my level as it is always good for you to listen to God alone.

Always listen to God no matter what displeases your heart.

I remember the first time when I told my parents that God made Himself special in me that made me look useless to them, they didn't believe me and they had to call many people to counsel me. So because I was so disturbed that time, the Lord touched me with words to rebuke them. I was trembling when rebuking them sharply and the words were supposed to penetrate their heart. But they tried to harden their heart thinking how to stop the influence I told them until I had to raise my voise which seemed to have a lesser love to them and they started to accuse me of having Satan in me.

If I rebuke my parents to continue to head in the direction of where love of my heart is, I can love my parents. If I don't do it, then I will have no love from God for them but only from the world whom I have to please. Certainly everyone of us will go through one part of our life do not to do a thing that challenges the love in ourselves. Surely we will rebuke. When we do not want to do it, we establish a limit of time to go through such a pinful life. But if it's too extreme before the contract ends, we will against it. Because it is breaking for what we thought it will be fair of our responsible between us and the management. And when we against it, people say we are crazy or we cannot accept the fact of this world. We need counseling. If a doctor who is specialized in his field was forced to take a phd in engineering and the Lord is not with him, surely he will rebuke it. He will surely say it is evil to do such a thing even though it looks not evil at all. He denies gaining more experience and he benefits it. If he can appreciate, why not I do the same?

I was forced to do many things beforehand which was ugly and I had to rebuke them. Many times it broke the promise in my heart when I knew I had no love but God's mercy in me and it went extreme. So when it happened for so many times, it felt like the devil was around me. Many times I had to bear painful sweats in me. Sweats that were never to be friendly at all. Thorns were all over my body just to agree with plans that brings no love to me. So there are times when I have a lesser love for a man, I have to raise my voice unless the Lord wants me to be silent. It's normal to rebuke in such a way to show our love to God as long as there is trembling in us. The Holy Spirit is there. If I don't sound to love a man, what can I do? I have to firmly accept God's decision in me. If the Lord has planned my life NOT to accept such an agreement ANYMORE to say I must deny him without his mercy for a certain period of time before coming back to him, then it's better for me to be serious with Him. Otherwise training me to be exposed to cheat my feelings and hoping that His mercy is there will build the potential for me to argue with Him. Can you see it?

Counselors will counsel me that I should not think about this problem because the more I think about it, the more it happens. They are making up reasons to say it comes from my willingness. Say for an example, when a boss sees a problem occurring in his company, will he not take an action? Will he not try to find out the source of the problem? So when he figures out the root of the problem, he must have a willingness to think. So the problem starts first before the willingness comes in. When I have a deeper thought and I find the answer, of course it will be a joy that comes like a trap that God's love holds my senses. It just happens automatically. Should it not be a joy at all? Should I not rejoice for knowing the source of the matter has love?

In the beginning of knowing God, all of us will have a certain level of God's mercy rests upon what we don't understand when we deny ourselves or our natural ability. Then we go beyond to test the ability of God's mercy to bear with us for what we are doing presently, God's mercy does not bear with us in the beginning and we are confused until finally He comes. We tests Him again by denying Him more, will not God by then take an action to control us? Is that not obvious that the problem starts first?

When you are still aware of your denial with an agreement for a period of time, you will be more happy if the burden is decreased. So at this level, you may easily ignore the feelings that you play with. You may not know whether your disobedience may bring a negative effect to God. But once you know the negative effect by your deep conscience, the spirit will automatically lead your heart to resist even little things that bring no love until God governs all of your senses. God must immediately come to you before you will be snatched by Satan because you know the negative effect and you are considered a dangerous man. By then the world can hardly accept you. Your soul will be more speechless.

Denying God in going beyond our capability with different levels of senses is dangerous. Imagine going beyond, then coming down to God and then next time heading in a fix level you know God's mercy is not with you but you play with your mind to say he is there. Later you go further to deny him completely, even worse to please the world until He comes and you deny him again with a deeper level of your pride. The sense that has love to restrict you, you avoid it by going lower to His love hoping that by your patience, He will listen to you. But if God's does not come to you, you have to remain worse than your previous sense. Isn't that dangerous?

For the things I have encountered before exploring different levels of avoiding the love that restricts the capability of self freedom and rebuking them all, should I be rejoicing God because He opens my eyes and I shall continue to avoid them? Of course I should. If God did not give me such events, I will not know. It does not matter if the world hates me because what they have encountered is what I also have encountered. Someday they will be in my level. I am not surprised to see more people are being restricted slowly to follow Him. Once you are restricted, God's spirit in you is growing. God's spirit will only grow in a man when the presence of love is there. Why God calls me to go ahead of many people to come to Him by giving me all of these troubles? Ask God.

If I tell myself that I am regret and I should have made up a fix level to deny God for what I don't know with His mercy so that if I constantly going up and down within the range that my senses are able to take, the world will not hate me; I would be a liar.

WHY GOD CALLS ME TO GO AHEAD OF MANY PEOPLE TO COME TO HIM BY GIVING ME ALL OF THESE TROUBLES? ASK GOD.

This is an important question. It seems funny to know that a man who makes up a suggestion that you have to follow, the man does not feel that God restricts him. Or maybe God does not restrict him at all. When I was young, I always have this doubt in me. So in order to get the answer, I needed to be patient with the man. And when I was patient, I needed to go in the man's way. Many people told me to patient with life to suffer by agreeing with your enemy, and I did so. I thought it was going to be at this range of denying the love in me with a certain period of time like a contract so that I don't have to feel angry or tensed in my heart that would affect my thoughts differently from other people. But then the man broke the contract by going extreme. Again I thought it was God's way or maybe not because at the same time I did not feel comfortable. Again the contract was renewed. I went to cheat my feelings again just to please the man. The man did not feel that God restricted his conscience. Sometimes the contract was renewed more than 3 times. The man did not feel anything until I had to argue. 3 levels of cheating in my feelings that I had to put my whole heart completely to live like the one man's interest. And again he went even more extreme without any limited desire. Isn't God the one who made me like this? Isn't God the one who does not want me to have an opportunity to make up a fix range to deny Him? Isn't God the one whose love in my heart left me and it forced me to accept the man's suggestion without Him? He worsened the problem so that when I deny Him more, the more I will be angry and He will come to me. God started it first; not me. Even the counselor himself has a fix limit in his heart to do something that he knows he has no love for it.

If any motivator or counselor tells me it is impossible for a man's freedom to be restricted eternally, he does not belong in the kingdom of heaven. If there is no importance to be careful of your senses from God, you will create a dispute. This is the only way to unite people who are weaker and stronger in faith. Don't wait until your eye sees it as a proof. It does not have a difference whether you feel safe or not safe that you should measure your effort. Once God knows you disobey Him, He will bring a curse on you but it does not mean the curse will come immediately. So everywhere there is a danger. If God sees a problem in the future but He does not make up an easy solution and messes your hope, leave your hope alone. It does not bring any trouble to you. If God messes not only your hope but also your way to fulfill His plans in you like you are forced to put the blame on God, surely you will know you are in trouble. But for people like me who suffer a trouble like this, God is always there in us. He makes up a plan that ruins all of our desires to seek Him but He is in us. He silent Himself in us and we continue to do what He wants us to do.

If you want to help a neighbor who has a trouble like this, watch your godly sense. Even though God may borrow a stubborn man's richness to let the poor receive a little help, don't take the chance. Just listen to God and do it willingly. Job's 3 friends who came to him did not give the right words from God but they worsened his condition. God did not alert them in the beginning and they thought they had the freedom to bring any godly suggestion they wanted help Job until Elihu came to speak. If you don't listen to God in whatever you do, you don't feel that you will bring bitterness to another man's life but God WILL DO IT. Don't take the chance. When God spoke to Eliphaz about him and his friends in Job 42:7-8, that proofs. When they disobeyed God, the bitterness they brought to Job would incite him to speak wrongly about God as well. However God chose Job's offering instead of his 3 friends'. If God led a man to suffer greatly and it was not normal for him to accept it, surely he would have many serious thoughts about God. With these many serious thoughts, it would incite him to justify himself (Job 32:2). He knew deeper truths about God and had a potential to disobey Him. So God had to come to him immediately. It was fair for God's love to come to Job because He knew Job was heavily forced to commit the wrong unlike his 3 friends.

What does 7 bulls and 7 rams indicate? Those animals were for his 3 friends. God told them to make a sacrifice of burnt offering for themselves. God had to forgive them 77 times. For such a simple event which seems nothing serious to consider, you receive 77 times punishment from God as much as Cain, the murderer received, how do you feel? After the sufering, Job was blessed more than his previous life by God because he knew the Lord and continued to listen to Him.

The above reply is already the answer for those who are blind in faith. Job's 3 friends who were not sensitive of their feelings, they had to argue until they felt uncomfortable to speak. They had to be defensive in their heart speaking about God and argued with Job for so long until their efforts were NEVER TO BE pleased by God. They got worsened. If they continued to do this on Job being defensive because they could not acccept how God approached them in Job 42:7-8, would not God worsen the punishment on them? So if anyone of you feel troubled with your soul because the natural love in you is gone when you want to be defensive and not trying to put the blame on God, don't put the blame on me. A man who is not given a calamity commits sin is worse than a man who is given a heavy calamity that forces him to commit sin. The calamity on the man has nothing to do with your opportunity to say you have more authority over the man. So watch your godly sense. Keeping the sin which is known to be worse than another in you will ruin yourself. So don't blame anybody when it is you who stores the sin in you.

In other words, there are souls that are willing, yet the task at hand is concieved as too hard!

Why do you doubt God?

You are mistaken, I do not doubt God, I simply stated that there are many souls that would like to go to heaven, yet the work that is needed to do this is concieved as difficult!

If the souls want to go to heaven, there should be no difficulty to do it. If they listened to God and answered Job according to what God told them, would there be any difficulty? If a believer listens to God in His purpose and for no reason there is an obstruction when He leads the believer for a task, just believe that He stops him. Suppose when he wants to have that belief, again for no reason, suddenly a force stops him from quitting and at that instant, he has no choice but to turn around, he should follow any word that comes in his heart. He should follow God by being ignorant. God does not quit to answer a poor in spirit. An example in Exodus 14:13-18, Moses was not aware of his confidence and he doubted God. The Lord had prepared him to perform the final miracle for Pharaoh but he did not quietly obey it. He was in the wrong motive but God still moved him to the right road and finished the race. No matter how poor your spirit is, by faith, nothing is impossible with God. It will only be hard for a man who does not listen to God.

If God tells the believer to stop from pursuing the task, the problem is between God and the world. It does not have anything to do with the believer.

NO DIFFICULTY? WHAT WORLD ARE YOU LIVING IN? Your forgetting the evil one, who will stop at nothing to prevent those from getting close to God! Oh, and Confindence? Moses did not believe that he had the AUTHORITY from God to do what was needed! You said a Force? What force are you talking about?

Even God has the authority over evil. If you listen to Him, by faith, nothing is impossible with God.

Yes, I KNOW THAT!!!!

Words in the Bible are supposed to be God's honesty to men. However many times the people who are led to speak His words seem to boast God's words as theirs. It is not wrong but if there is anything wrong with a man's life that contradicts the message that God brought his words through another man, then who is to be blamed? If you boast by making it as your own, you can be sued. God makes me suffer in this world can be different from how any disciple in the Bible suffered. That means I should have a different approach by my faith that should not be compared to them. If a man boasts to speak anything about his faith to God but it does not simply fit the way my heart is, he can be sued. If a man wants to win the weak, he should be weak to win the weak. He should not speak by the faith that he has. Otherwise, once the weak finds a different approach personally from God, he may have a different time from God to accept His love naturally. Do not complaint if there are people who are called by God in a different time. I can only say this, be careful of what you speak even though it is not wrong to boast God's words as yours. Do not think that people who are strong in faith should suffer the same as the weak in faith. You may have enemies around you and you thought that you have been honest but the true fact is it is God who speaks through you.

When God touches a strong man to be weak to win the weak, he should be more silent. He must never think of his life when he was stronger. He will do what the weak does but the weak will understand that he has love to do all things. He should disagree in his heart with certain things from the weak but he should be kind to seek peace with the weak.

A man who is called from the strong to be weak must not have the same fate with the man who is originally weak. This is because there are certain limits the strong man has been told by God in his heart. If a man who is originally weak is touched by God speak, he may be a little doubtful but he follows his heart. He does not give up to be curious but in a humble approach. A strong man will always be sure of his heart. Even though the weak may have the potential to be made depressed, God still put His words in him. Do not only think that God will put His words in a stronger faith. No. That is the reason why when the strong man is touched by God to be weak, he has to respond by his weakness (as what God has done on him) to win the weak. That explains when the weak believes, they only can say it is by coincidence. They do not know how to verify truth of what they accept but if they simply believe it in their heart, it's good enough.

Even though the Bible seem to encourage people to have stronger faith left and right by God's power, that should not tell you that God despises the weak in faith. Even though an opinion from the weak by his spoken heart cannot be agreed with the mind, we should always accept all love comes from the heart. It does not matter with the mind anymore. We do not know why there are people who despise the weak in faith. If the weak in faith speaks with love out of their heart, is that not clear enough? If God's spirit is willing in me to come to be weak and be filled with love according to how the heart speaks, that does not mean I will be subjected to faithlessness and the stronger faith will always have the authority over me. No. Even Apostle Paul himself said to win the weak, he must be weak. Even Jesus came to be a servant to his disciples.

Let us read the passage in Luke 21:24-30

Also a dispute arose among them (the disciples) as to which of them was considered to be the greatest. Jesus said to them, "The kings of the Gentiles lord it over them; and those who exercise authority over them called themselves Benefactors. But you are NOT to be like that. Instead, the greatest among you should be like the youngest, and the one who rules like the one who serves. (Jesus makes the point clear) For who is greater, the one who is at the table or the one who serves? (Logically) Is it not the one who serves? BUT I am among you as one who serves. You are those who have stood by me in my trials. And I confer on you a kingdom, just as my Father conferred one on me, so that you may eat and drink at my table in my kingdom and sit on thrones, judging the twelve tribes of Israel.

To live in Christlikeness, the greatest is the weakest.

I believe there are moments whereby people do not always have a reason to explain why his heart responds according to his humbled manner but faith DOES NOT run from the heart. I don't believe people can always get answers directly from God for what his heart receives. Humans are not perfect and so does the heavenly people who live longer than you in faith. So do not expect a reason must always come to measure another man's faith as you also have agreed things without measuring your own. Do not keep it to yourself when others have felt the same way as you are. If you cannot accept that you are not perfect, God will come and against you. If God had led Apostle Paul to be weak and it was successful to win some of the weak, just believe it even though God has not called you for this purpose. If God does not tell a man the reason of doing it but the man just follow quietly God's love in his heart, it is perfect enough.

Suppose God moves you to listen to your father but you know that according to your history, your father has been a bad man. You do not know that today, he is or is not a bad man but God moves you to listen to him. You have to listen to your father. Such things happen to most of us today. It does not count whether you should respect or not respect your father but God is selfish that He wants you to obey Him. Of course when you have known the history of your father, will you not be careful of him even though you have to listen to him? So the key word here is being careful. A man may not know what he is saying but let God tell you what it is. Do you need to question why God speaks through your father? Obviously it will discourage you. If you have known God, you should never doubt His ways.

The only problem the strong will face when he is made weak by God is the people of the weaker faith. As a man comes from a stronger background to the weak, he will be more silent; shows he does not always have the authority to speak what he knows, that is the truth. It is the natural spell that God puts in him. That explains the strong becomes weak should not share the same fate with the man who is originally weak.

When the weak are sometimes not sure of their faith, they do not realize if they go over their natural capability which God prepared for them. They feel that they have the extra energy to speak or to argue with anything that is not understood with the mind. For this reason, they will always win the strong. For no reason, truth that is so wrong can go beyond truth itself. The strong does not need to know the cause of the problem whether the weak man knows or does not know what he is saying but assuming that he does not know, he should pray that someday when the weak knows, he must be careful of people who know God more than him. He must NEVER be protective by strong argument. He must NEVER go beyond the master.

We do not know why God will drain the energy of the strong so much faster than the weak but it is what He has in His heart according to His nature. The strong can only have the extension of God's love for the weak if He wants to. The strong will not know when God will do so through the strong. That explains why the strong man sometimes feel a little depressed. He cannot be too depressed or angry because God's love will leave him. Do you see what is actually happening? Do you think God's love can easily come to him? Or do you think God should speak the reason clearly on why he is wrong? No. As you also know, God does not give easy answers. The instruction is easy to be followed but the reason does not always come.

There are strong people who want to remain strong. They constantly want to follow God because they do not want to mess with the weak. They do not want to be close with the weak for the fear of getting depressed. They do not want God to silent in them. So they will rather be joyful permanently in God's heart by being completely ignorant of the world. They are willing to submit to God to show how the world hates them. No matter if the strong becomes weak or remains strong, it has no difference on both lives. The strong becomes weak is touched by God to follow what the world does unlike the strong yet both remain poor.

When the weak is blind of the truth, at a certain time, truth will be revealed by God to him. Once the truth comes into his heart, there will be a very sudden change on him. For no reason suddenly a strong feeling comes to him reminding him of his past. He will be forced to focus on his heart whenever he wants to use his mind. He will only know that the memories come to tell what he cannot agree but he cannot do anything about it. So of course he will question why is God so evil? And the more he agrees what he feels is too difficult to ignore, the more he cannot accept what God has done on him. He believes by force with his heart that he is wrong but he does not know how to accept it. So of course there is a potential that he will end his life. He will not be saved.

Once the weak is revealed the truth by God, he should completely respond to God. He should completely agree what comes into his heart. Judas Iscariot was told by Jesus that he must die. We do not know what made him had the thought that Jesus should always have God to protect him. Something is not normal with him but we should be alert that the devil can also come to the weak in faith. So when Judas saw that Jesus was weak and beaten, his prediction was wrong. He was deeply filled with grief because God showed him many things about what he had done (Matthew 27:3-4). When he had this sudden change in his heart, the moment he wanted to convince the people that he was wrong, the people did not know what he was saying (Matthew 27:4). Similarly, if the weak is shown truth by God suddenly and he wants to be honest about his trouble, nobody will care about him. If the man completely agrees what comes into his heart is the truth that he has done many wrong, he should continue to accept that the world cannot accept him even though he only wants God alone. If he accepts what God has shown him completely but ends his life because he only wants God alone, God may consider him.

This is another different scenario. If the weak knows the truth because he is humble to follow his heart, he will know what God has shown him. He is a little doubtful but always, it is directing him to what his heart desires. If suddenly what has been directing the weak to see his heart's desire turns into a very painful event for the first time and he ends his life for what he cannnot accept, God may consider him. Even though Job could not accept how God made his life miserable, God's mercy was still on him. God did not turn His face away from him yet He came to Job and told him everything to revive his faith.

Once the man is forced to accept the truth in his heart which he cannot accept, if he ends his life to run away from being noticed by the world, he has no difference with the man who cannot accept what God has done evil in his heart. It is better to be honest even though he knows he does not know where to turn to. It will be a shame if he does not submit to the righteous, which he had condemned. Where does the man go when he knows that God is calling him but he avoids it? Is this right for God to save him? It does not mean when the man has found God in his heart, he is always right.

Please take note of this seriously!!! The reply above is only understood by the strong. Suppose an instruction comes to you but it is not what your heart wants to listen, accept it as something that is not serious to you. The man who gives you the instruction should not be responsible for any cause that you do when you reason to know anything that against your desire.